2 posts tagged “career”
This weekend, I was flying on air. I had an extremely productive day in the studio, throwing mugs (on the wheel not at people's heads) and ramping up to share the exciting new website with friends and family). The director of the gallery suggested it was time to start featuring some of my work in the gallery. This would be the equivalent of Ghandi coming down from the heavens and telling you that you are officially enlightened.
I came home and basked in the glow with my friends and loved ones and ended what was a good weekend on a very bright note.
I woke up on Monday and decided to work from a cafe downtown. With my sister in tow, we headed downtown on a sunny Austin Monday morning and set up shop. Somewhere around 12pm, I started getting a real sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I hate that feeling because it brings on malaise and I know something is coming but I'm not sure from which direction. I told her I needed to get out of there and we packed up and headed back to my place.
When I logged in again to my work server, there was the delivery of that foreboding. An email from my boss saying that despite all of his efforts to juggle the budget, he had no choice but to....
...and you know how the rest of that goes, in these economic times.
I've never been in the position to have to seek employment. I do not say this with any ego attached. I'm just sharing the realization. Jobs have always come to me, luring and inviting me to step up to a greater challenge. Just at the right time when I might be open to a new horizon. This was the first time I was pretty comfortable with the challenges and rewards of this position when the 'change' came.
So now, all the career coaching and advisement I've offered to others turns to me. Now it is my time to face some fears, challenge myself and find the gift. Oddly enough, I know there is one. In fact, I'm fairly sure there are several.
In the meantime, I've got a few projects I can sink my teeth into. And, I'm open to new projects as well. So if you know someone looking for a marketing/communications consultant with a ridiculously cute pitbull and a penchant for playing in the dirt...you know where to send them.
Oh and the website? Stay tuned for more details on that. I dare not attach it to this post. However, if you are interested in learning more about sibbotery (my pottery adventure)...feel free to add me on twitter.
Past two years have been life altering. For each bad, there has been hidden good, for each good there's been even better. Another year gone, a pivotal year most assuredly to come. I'm a big believer in all things coming together on their own time, and with purpose that is rarely revealed during the transition.
As 2006 withers to it's end, I take a moment to appreciate what went well.
1. Career Shift. When 2006 started, I was in professional hell. Working for a company I didn't believe in, a boss I had no respect for and believing that I could not be successful unless I worked 6 days a week, at least 12 hours a day. By the end of March I'd made the commitment to really reflect on what I wanted next in my career and marry my professional wants with my personal needs. By May 1st, I had it. I wanted a virtual position that would allow me to home office, enjoy complete professional autonomy, reinvest myself completely in marketing, build my team and maintain a strong quality of life. I wanted a boss I could interact with as a peer. I wanted the ability to pursue personal goals. I wanted to feel like I was shaping the future of an organization. I have everything I asked for - and I wake every morning loving what I do. For that I am extremely thankful.
2. Financial Management. I started this year not knowing who I owed and why. I spent this year, pulling my credit reports, sitting down with financial management software and a goal to clear up stuff gathering dust in my financial history. At the close of this year I find myself 80% clear, precisely where I wanted to be and ready to do some serious, serious savings and investing for the tomorrows. I have a budget, I follow it and plan to gt even strong next year.
3. Change in residence, but closer to home. I had to move at the very early start of the year because of my Pit/AmStaff Terrier Mecca. I am a Cancer and therefore not terribly fond of change...but I went along anyway because I wasn't offered the luxury of choice (unless you consider giving up your dog, which I certainly do not). So, I found a place, and happened across some wonderful neighbors (the other ones). I first found them to be a bit intrusive. But they have taught me the joys of lightening up, never taking myself too seriously and enjoying the simplest of pleasures. Without this move, I would not have met them...and Mecca would have a huge friendly yard completely to herself. I must admit, I didn't want to...but Mecca and I are much happier here.
4. Therap-ease. I had squirmed away from it for some time. But near the
5. Vox. I joined in August, and as blogging and blog communities go - I've never encountered such a warm, intellectual, creative, comedic and memorable group in my days. I've all but formerly retired my spot on blogger, to make more room in my blogging life for the interactions and inspirations I gather as we all tumble through our days together. I thank Vox and all of you, for making each day interactively memorable. Long live the innurnet!!!
6. NaNoWriMo. I took my first stab at this in 2006. I thought I would finish with a 50K novel. I found out some crucial things. 1) 50K is but a halfway point unless you're writing something that doesn't require much depth. 2) didn't want to write a short story. I wanted to write the story. That's been working it's way up through my spirit for three years. NaNoWriMo created the door...but it's been up to me to open it. That experience has reminded me that writing, is as critical a part of my life, as anything else I've made a priority. It's up to me to carry that into 2007 and make it count.
7. Amy's Kitchen. What? Did you think this entire thing was going to be significant? Come now. You know me better than that. Such a wonderful collection of foods. I hardly know where to begin my cheering (or drooling). Need a quick Indian dish fix, but don't have time to prepare? The frozen dinners are amazing. I dare not say I am the organic food pro, but Amy makes me believe I am. Brings new meaning to wholesome goodness. Enjoy at a Whole Foods market near you.
